You didn’t wake up on time.
Others moved.
Built.
Chased.
Won.
You stayed.
You said tomorrow.
Then another.
You look fine.
You talked
You smiled o.
One day,
Just you.
You looked around.
dark.
lifted hand.
but couldn’t see it.
You walked
Then you ran.
You didn’t know which way you were going.
You just didn’t want to stay.
suddenly
You stopped.
ask
Where am I?
no one.......
Lord
where are You?
Your servent is calling you
You closed your eyes.
Faces.
Moments.
Mistakes.
vivied
You opened your eyes.
ran
fell
hard
How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!
Don’t look down.
You said it again.
You ran.
fell.
stood.
And ran again.
and then stop trying to escape.
You stop asking “why.”
You palse
place hand on your chest.
And for the first time
you feel it.
Still there.
Still alive.
Still burning.
the light is everywhere
Again.
Again.
Again.
